*Warning: this story contains graphic content that some readers may find disturbing*
I was sexually abused starting from when I was 6. I’m 21 now and I’m a sexual wreck. When I was 6, we used to live with my older cousin, who was 20-21. She’d babysit me. My mom was always busy, and she trusted her. She’d make me bathe with her. She’d suck my dick and ask me to do the same to her. I would lick her up, not knowing what I was doing. When I finished, she would brush and rinse my mouth.
This went on until she surprised me when I turned 11 by bringing pornographic movies for us to watch. I remember that was my first encounter with pornography. I’ll then have a hard and she’d begin stroking my dick.
I had my first sex with her. It happened when I was 12. She’d bring her friends over and have me give them head. By that time, I was okay with it and enjoyed it.
When she left, I turned to masturbation. She lived with us for 7 years. In those seven years, I became a sex and masturbation addict. To date, I am addicted. I struggle to sustain relationships too. I am fighting to recover; I have not given up.
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